I've just woke up from my seemingly endless sleep.
Absolutely jaded. I always wonder why some matters are being made secretive and at times I'll have to agree , those things are best for me to see it as unknown. Secrets? Some secrets do demolish a friendship or relationship unoticingly. Maybe, secrets are being raised up onto the surface as one fear that his or her counterpart will be dramatically affected by the secret.
For me , I cannot fathom why I could discover what some people keep from me without even needing to ask that person a question though the secret is being kept in a discreet manner. I also ponder upon the perception that some give towards secrets , they shrug and mention that mankind won't survive in this world of feint words without the presence of secrets. True , maybe to some extent but why is there a need to hide some matters so much? Will it kill you , haunt you ,
change you ? I doubt so. Certainly , an expection would be family matters but not for other matters. Maybe, I'm writing this cause I feel I'm someone whom dislike people who conceal secrets from me .
For better or worst , secrets won't do till death part us.
A paradox where life seems to be filled with lies more than truths.
Not surprisingly , lately, some of my friends commented that I've been too pessimistic and been looking back at those nostalgic times. Even a teacher knew that the spirt within me has dampened and confidence is another thing that is slowly being drained out of me.
Went bowling after school , chalked up 3 games with at least a 110 pinfall =x . Believe , I did well and I also did change da spot to make my first step towards the lane.
Looking forward to those class tests , be it science , maths or english . I suppose what I'll need most would some to talk to 24/7. MAYBE!
Goodnight.
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